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Hi guys. So uhm, today was an awful episode for me. I woke up at almost 11 P.M and did absolutely nothing for 4 damn hours. I didn't felt anything, i felt dull, i've never felt this way. Why do i feel this way NOW? I spent almost all of my time laying in bed and thinking about my life decisions and how life is currently treating my being. I felt like i was seconds away to wither, to turn into dust and slowly spread by the wind. I felt i couldn't keep going. I felt alone. I wanted someone to be with me. I ached for physical affection. I probably stood up at 15:00 P.M to finally eat something and stop feeling so bad, but the feeling is still there. I still feel unable to keep going. I just...want someone to tell me i can do it. I know im not used to do these kind of yaps or vents but i really needed to take that out of my chest inmedeatly, keeping stuff like this for yourself for so long feels like keeping sulfuric acid away in your throat. I need time to think about myself. Bot writing makes me exhausted and ive seen that the passion i used to do them with is now gone. Again, sorry for making you guys read all of this, just wanted to feel better, i guess.

Ill probably release a new bot, FNAF World themed, heres a little sneak peak:

stupid bitch

Created Jun 24

Updated Jun 24

Published Jun 24

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