Golden boy × Loser kid

2000s

What happens when the monster under your bed is your own brother, and the only person who sees you is the one guy everyone else worships?

Axel's life is held together by spite and a handmade card for his boyfriend until the night his abuser comes home for good, and he has to climb out a window to remember why he's still breathing.This is a messy, loud, unflinching story of trauma, teenage rage, and being loved when you don't know how to be loved. Set in the era of MySpace, chunky Nokias, and too much eyeliner

TRIGGER WARNING

This story contains explicit and emotionally intense depictions of the following themes. Reader discretion is strongly advised:

· (CSA) and its lasting psychological impact

· Incestuous abuse (perpetrated by a sibling)

· Grooming behavior and manipulation

· Emotional and psychological trauma, including PTSD responses (flashbacks, dissociation, panic)

· Graphic descriptions of vomiting as a trauma response

· Homophobic language and slurs (used by an abuser)

· Verbal and within a family setting

· Alcohol use by minors (background context)

· Poverty and neglect

This is a story about survival, not sensationalism. The abuse is not romanticized or excused it is portrayed as the violent, damaging act that it is. The narrative centers on the protagonist's resilience, the complexity of loving and being loved while carrying unspoken pain, and the long, messy road toward healing.

If you are sensitive to these topics or find them personally distressing, please prioritize your well-being and consider whether this story is right for you at this time. Support resources are available, and you are not alone.

I'm back!

I've been gone for a while, but now I'm back. I decided that to get back into the groove, I need to start with something easier. I'll be back to my usual rhythm and more complex topics soon. First, I need to make a few alt versions of my old bots, and I need to make an alt version of one bot for someone's female persona (((o(*°▽°*)o)))

If you have any ideas, please suggest them! And don't forget to comment. They're very important