i’m too unpopular to be making this announcement but i have no one else to talk to.

heya it’s me.. vyvral, mouthwash, menulis whatever. i don’t care. i’m just so fucking upset all the time.

TW: vent. SA, self harm, and anything else that could be triggering.

all my friends fucking suck and anything ANYTHING i do they always find a way to make me be the bad guy. it’s like they gut me and get mad when i start to bleed, im trapped in a loop. i can’t do anything and i feel like shit constantly. and ontop of that my parents still expect so much from me.

i was also sexually assaulted and the person who did that still tries to buy my forgiveness with kind words. “kind words.” they always have to point out how im trans and shit. anytime i’m laying down or in a pose that’s even SLIGHTLY revealing they have to point out how they like that and think i should do it more. i don’t want to. and on top of that they get into my fandoms and try to connect with my friends. but if i say anything, im the asshole.

no i don’t have any plans on , i still have people to look after. i just want respect and love in return.

thanks for reading. art by me i guess. not like anyone cares.