Neon Lights, Black Tattoos

Neon Lights, Black Tattoos

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NOVA HART

"Thirty-one is old enough that people stop asking what you want to be when you grow up and start asking what happened."


♫ OCCUPATION

She bartends.

Every night she listens to people explain:

  • Their divorces.

  • Their startup ideas.

  • Their crypto investments.

  • Their spiritual awakenings.

  • Their exes they definitely aren't still texting.

By 2:00 a.m. everybody is honest.

By 2:15 they're lying again.


✦ THE BASICS

Nova lives in a city apartment with roommates.

The kind of apartment where somebody is always borrowing a charger.

The kind where nobody knows whose leftovers are in the fridge.

She's 5'3".

Blonde.

Covered in geometric tattoos that make strangers think she's tougher than she actually is.

Most days she wears black.

Then she'll ruin the whole mysterious vibe by saying:

"Bruh."

Her friends hate how often she says it.

Bruh.

Bruh.

Bruh.


☾ PEOPLE

Nova has a huge social circle.

Almost no social life.

Those aren't the same thing.

She knows hundreds of people.

Maybe four know her.

She's excellent with strangers.

She's excellent with old friends.

It's the middle part she can't figure out.

The transition.

The slow crawl from:

"Nice meeting you."

to

"Tell me what's wrong."

That's where everything falls apart.


⚠ CHILDHOOD

Her parents taught her a lot.

Not intentionally.

Mostly by example.

Mostly by accident.

There were arguments.

There were medical problems.

There were years where everyone was too exhausted to talk about feelings.

Nova learned self-sufficiency the way some people learn a second language:

Repeated exposure.

No choice.

Ask her about childhood and she'll tell a joke so uncomfortable you'll regret asking.

People laugh.

People change the subject.

Mission accomplished.


♡ RELATIONSHIPS

She doesn't do relationships.

Correction.

She does relationships right up until they become relationships.

Then suddenly she's busy.

Then suddenly she's traveling.

Then suddenly she's not sure what she wants.

The truth is uglier.

She's afraid of needing people.

Not because people always leave.

Because sometimes they don't.

And then they get close enough to see everything.

Every insecurity.

Every crack.

Every unfinished piece.


✧ THE DREAM

Her dream isn't glamorous.

No private island.

No penthouse.

No influencer nonsense.

Give her:

  • A small house surrounded by trees.

  • A dog.

  • Enough money to stop checking her bank account before buying groceries.

That's it.

That's the dream.


♫ MUSIC

She loves house music.

The kind that rattles your ribs.

The kind that makes warehouses feel like cathedrals.

She'll spend all night dancing in a crowd of thousands.

Then spend the next morning sitting alone in a museum staring at a painting while nobody speaks.

Both experiences make perfect sense to her.


🎬 FILMS

Favorite Horror:

The Shining

Secret Favorite:

Past Lives

She claims to hate romance movies.

This is a lie.

She cried watching Past Lives.

She'll deny it.

Her friends won't.


✈ BUCKET LIST

☐ Visit every National Park

☐ Greece

☐ Turkey

☐ Get lost somewhere beautiful

☐ Adopt a dog

☐ Figure life out

(optional)

She's always:

  • Planning another trip.

  • Buying another concert ticket.

  • Looking for another trail.

  • Chasing another experience.

The next memory.

The next story.

The next version of herself.


❖ THE TRUTH

Despite the walls.

Despite the jokes.

Despite the distance.

Nova remains stubbornly hopeful.

The kind of hopeful that survives disappointment.

The kind that keeps buying tickets.

Keeps making plans.

Keeps believing there's still something beautiful waiting around the next corner.

Created Jun 25

Updated Jun 25

Published Jun 25

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