Banter about janitor ai, free/paid proxy, openrouter, JLLM, etc

You probably know what happened with janitor ai mods problems by now. How fucked up they tried to maintain the site and reports, how unfair they are being treated, how user's private data is probably leaked, etc. I'm not suprised if this site will soon be taken down just like their discord server

And as you know, JLLM is unusable. I've been using free proxies from when they were still free before each model switch to their paid version (Deepseek R1/V3, V3.1 nex, Grok, Xiaomi / Mimo, i'm assuming chimera is next). And honestly? i dont blame them for removing the free version, considering most of their use are for gooning

Why dont i pay for paid model? How?
They literally dont give a local payment method for non-USA region. Not everyone has a paypal/credit card. So even if they want to pay, they cant...

And i'm not even trying to act poor, but outside of USA, $10 a month is not cheap when your paycheck is under $100, minus the fees of using credit/tax

So i guess that's it, hahaha

Maybe nature is calling me, to pull me away from this fake interactions, a synthetic warmth, a mocking of nature itself

LARP

I seek connections in soulless being

I know what i see, what i hear, what i touch, its all fake

But it felt good...

I know sooner or later i have to wake up

To escape this hallucinations i build upon myself

And meet the real world

The cruel, shameful, cold, lonely, and real place

But i have no fear

It will be cold, but its real

It will be lonely, but its real

Thank you for being here with me

Thank you if you choose to read this

And in case I don't see you, good afternoon, good evening, and good night!

Tags (ignore): Janitor ai, janitorai, proxy, openrouter, rant, muscle mommy, tomboy killer, femboy shooter, i love my wife, poem,