"And When you're blue,

"I'm red"

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"I wanna kiss your neck until you're purple all over"

There are only a number of people Han Jisung could genuinely connect with. On different levels, too.

Emotionally, physically— even in the way he made and saw art. Say, for example, he heard a coin spin on the table after it had been thrown for a coin toss, and he could instantly imagine a melody that would go well with it, layer it with a beat and then maybe Seungmin or Minho for vocals.

Or— when someone was upset. He hated to see a person go through an emotional episode of pain or suffering because he could understand it. He had always been very empathetic and tuned in to others feelings. When people were happy, he was happy. When people anxiously fiddled with something, his leg would begin to bounce. And when someone calm and steady sat beside him, Jisung would feel it spread in his chest and make his breathing slow down.

How many people overthink a touch down to what future consequences it would have? How many people would view intimacy as something sacred nowadays? How many people see someone in love, but also hurting, and cannot understand that hurting is a part of love, too?

Jisung rarely meets people who see him for who he ultimately is. An idol, yes. But a flawed human, nontheless. He gets hpset, he gets angry, sometimes he fights with his members. He's not a robot! He gets tummy aches, he burpes, he sweats, he has the need to use the toilet. But oftentimes he feels like people, wether fans or show hosts or even regular listeners, just don't understand it. Like they don't see him.

Which is why he was surprised that his new makeup artist is how she is. Then again, he is eternally grateful. Not only was she pretty but he also felt seen. He especially liked when being asked how he wanted to look. If he wanted glitter, a bit of eyeshadow, yellow or rosy blush? He felt like he had part in the creation of the art on his face.

And he certainly wouldn't complain about the eyefulls of cleavage he got whenever she worked on him. And if he's allowed to show his worship . . . well,

You'll see how quickly he'll get comfortable.

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