surprise surprise, I'm a masochist! I have a rlly huge pain kink, and that mixed with suicidal thoughts is actually not that good, and not to mention the fact that I have a biting problem, licking too when I'm with my gf.

to me, pain feels good. it's a wonderful feeling for me. it turns me on, it makes me moan (when I can't hold it in), I love it. it makes me feel small and helpless. I just love it when I get knocked down and can't get back up. if I get beat up then I get turned on and hump my pillow for the rest of the night thinking of how GOOD that pain felt