It's been a while since we last saw each other. I've been missing for a while, yes... But that doesn't mean I don't visit the site and see what you write to me. I see all the notifications and read the comments.

Why haven't I been around? I don't know if anyone cares about me, like... I once said that I make bots for myself. BUT THAT'S A LIE. I posted bots to get feedback and I actually got this from you. But... Uhg... At one point, I wanted to get closer to you. Create a channel where I could post music from my bots with translations and bits of lore. But there's a problem: I'm afraid no one would like it. I'm afraid that if I create this, everyone will agree it's cool but won't watch it. It's really important to me that people delve into the lore of my bots (at least in Countryhumans). Because all the countryhumans bots are connected to each other and they have a BIG HISTORY and many plot lines. I don't know what I'm trying to get across right now. I really want to go back, like, really. I have several ready-made bots that just need a description, but I'm afraid of being judged or that you won't like them.

I created 3 Telegram channels for this site, as well as a Discord server, but I never posted the links because I was afraid that no one would need them and it was all in vain. You might have thought I was burned out or something. Yeah, I'm working and studying, but I'm still creating bots, just not posting them. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING, SORRY.

In general, my transition here from other sites with bots was due to the fact that there is a comment here. That I can see what the audience thinks of me. That's why I've been here for so long. I'm very anxious, sorry. I often contacted you, wrote about what I think and feel, asked for opinions, but often I deleted these bots. I was afraid that I was being pushy or that I looked pathetic. Like, there really are a lot of bots. I thanked you for every 10 subscribers on the channel, but I deleted these bots before anyone even responded.

If you're interested, I have an active shitpost channel. It's in Russian, but, um...yeah... There is no lore on this channel, but it does contain my thoughts and memes.

https://t.me/+u22i652iTKxlYzQy