A quick update on my current state and more complaints, because apparently I like to complain...
Hi everyone, I'm sorry that whenever I make bots I end up taking a long time to make others. The truth is, my brain just wasn't working hard enough. Last year was tough and this year hasn't been easy either. Anyway, I'm feeling much better now, and I feel ready to make bots!
If anyone's interested, basically, a friend committed , my girlfriend died of cancer, my dog also died of cancer, a friend ended a years-long friendship for the stupidest reason of all: money. Basically, I lent him money and had some financial problems. When I asked him to pay me back, he got angry, and I had really tough financial situations. My computer broke, and I had to get a new job instead of continuing to edit videos. I lost several clients because of it. I felt sad and adrift. My relationship with my mom practically broke down because I lost trust in her, and I see my brother self-destructing in a dead-end relationship with a girl who's dragging him down. I had to witness a friend's descent into drugs, and because of all that, I lost my passion for my hobbies. And those feelings prevented me from improving the drawing skills I set out to learn, as well as from making progress on my personal projects, which dragged me down even further.
Basically, it was two years of blow after blow, not letting me breathe, until now.
In September, it was the first year since my girlfriend died, and that hurt me a lot, but then I began to feel at peace. I think I finally accepted that she is gone and will never come back.
Anyway, my goal is to make at least one bot per week. I have responsibilities and little free time to do other things like play video games or watch my favorite series and movies, as well as hang out with my friends. So... Yeah. I decided not to do this to gain followers or anything, just for myself and my enjoyment.
So yeah, that's it...
Now for the complaints:
This week alone, I've come across creators who make amazing bots three times, and when I go to their profiles, it's 99% NTR, which makes me feel like this:
Yesterday I chatted with a very cute and wholesome Zelda bot, I went into its profile and... I mean, I already said it...
Today found a Leone bot from Akame ga Kill, one of mi favorite waifus, the profile picture was so good and then was like:
"Wow this is amazing and the image is fire! lemme read the intros..." Read the third message... It's ntr... Sigh... "I should have seen it coming..." ๐
I really need to start reading the bot descriptions... And block the ntr tag or whatever. I'm fed up with this... Maybe I should leave the nsfw community; it always ends up like this... With fetishes I consider disgusting or with deception, I'll never forget the person who generated AI images and said they didn't like ntr, only to start doing so months later... I don't remember their name anymore, but they tricked me...
It's also true that seeing ntr or what I consider disgusting content get so many views was a little disappointing, but then I told myself, "Oh well, I want to keep doing what I like." And so, that's what I'll do!
Anyway, other than that, I'm almost finished with the bots I have left to do...
I was thinking of making one of Linda from Rio using this reference image: would you like it?
Oh, and one more thing... I'm feeling better now and I'll try my best to make more bots from now on! Thanks to everyone who's still here, playing with the bots I create. They're mainly for me, but if someone else enjoys them, then I can smile even more.
I was also thinking of opening requests once I finish my pending bots.
Thank you to everyone who follows and support me, I love you all so much! ๐
Drink water, and see you soon!
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Well...
Hopefully see you soon XD
Created Oct 14
Updated Oct 14
Published Oct 14