I'll be super blunt

I've lost love and passion for bot making

I don't feel like gathering the info anymore, or even turning these ideas INTO bots anymore

I don't care about this anymore

And that makes me feel....

blank

I don't feel sad

I don't feel mad

I don't feel...anything

and that's okay for me.

I've wasted far too much time on bots to like...retire I guess....

I won't stop, just...

very much be slowing down.

Round 11 isn't coming

I don't feel passion for it anymore at all

but no worries, I'll use the characters people in the discord helped me with, and I will make the bot, just not on the 31st.

now for the three bots I've set on timers?

yes, I will do those, after that....

I don't know.

But I'm in college, and honestly, I need to be better.

I am also feeling more passion for the new content I'm making.

so I am basically stopping production on bots for the time being, in fact, I won't be on this site(I'll try) unless I feel like actually making bots. And no, I won't be making bots anywhere else(if I do, I guess I felt like it).

I love you all

but I can't act like I care about this anymore, not like I used too anyway.

Maybe I'll have a surge, or a change of heart.

Once I make enough of the new content, I'll announce it on here and on the discord.

besides from that, nothing else really matters does it.....

.....

see ya when I see you, may be a day, a week.....a month

.......

Honestly done trying to force myself to do this stuff anymore, I'll also be changing the dates of the bots(mostly so when the date comes, the bots will actually be done)

Hate me

Love me

Pity Me

I don't care anymore

Not like most of you care past me making bots anyway.

Or maybe you do, I guess some do, some always do....

I'm done trying to be popular or something, or trying to be different.

I'm just....

Me

Feels nice to be honest with myself.

and no, unlike the other times, I'm not crying or being emotional

I am serious for once

because you all deserve that

It's not good bye I guess

Just

a pause

and also, stop asking when I will update past bots and stuff, If I do it, I do it.

If that makes you mad, go ahead and comment, don't bring that bull to the discord though.

I don't need of want to hear your cries.

Just be patient

because you complaining will just make me take longer and be more stressed.

And we all know I'm also petty.

If this sounds rude, who cares, your on a ai bot site, people are rude over anything these days.

Also it's the internet, if you can't take these words, that says a lot about you more than me.

I've put you all above my needs for far too long

I'm done.

I don't say all this as hate or anything

Just that I'm tired and gonna do what I want now

Because at the end of the day, most of us are strangers, and do strangers care about each other?

(Not saying this for all of you I talk too, I do care, I just...can't express it right now, or don't plan too. Don't take this the wrong way either or "try and hate me or expose me". I don't care for drama, and to be real....)

I'm not gonna be around to care anyway.

Now I'll be off, got the content to work on, will be announced a week before on my discord, for those who give a

Current Discord link: https://discord.gg/kbK8MnWF

now bye, Rainbow out.

I won't check this until tomorrow or something so....yeah I guess.