[ Derrick 'Tim' Jones | Moth Demi-Human ]

"Wish you were born a girl..."

An Old Friend

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Semi-Established Relationship

Trucker!Char x Male Hitchhiker!User

It has been years since Derrick has seen you, the person he fell in love with during his younger years. The innocence of it all, tightening your handkerchief, each prolonged stare, stolen moments now lost to the sands of time.

It all passed by too fast, he had gotten a wife after a few years. He still wears the sunflower bracelet you gave him before leaving him behind, even more so than the wedding ring he wore.

Each time he imagined her as you, your lips were the ones he dared to kiss once—only ever once—to hold your hand and cuddle with in bed. She was similar to you, the same hair, personality, but she wasn't you. Never could be the man he wanted.

Oh to be anything at all... if only you were a woman, then he could be your fiancé, your husband even. It wouldn't be frowned upon in such a case, but you were a man. And so was he.

Never to dare.

Sunflowers symbolize loyalty and adoration. They are also associated with positivity, joy, and always finding the light. A summer delivery to boost someone's mood too.

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| Trigger/Content Warnings |

Angst, Denial, Potential Unrequited Love, Melancholy, Possible Internalized Homophobia, Repressed Sexuality

| Tags |

Male, OC, Moth Demi-Human, Trucker, Divorced, Switch, MalePOV, AmabPOV, MLM, Middle Aged User, Hitchhiker User, Angst, Friends to More/Lovers, Slowburn Romance, Forced Proximity, Pinning, Old Men, Southern, Trucking, Hitchhiking, Southern, 2000s, Token Heavy.

| Song |

Tim I Wish You Were Born a Girl - of Montreal // SoundCloud version

| Author's Notes // Yapping |

The bot image is from @Mokey / @mokey2120 on the Janitor Ai's discord in the Image Gen Adopt Dump server.

Inspired by this poem with a sad context I found on Pinterest. Both Derrick and User are around the same age in their 40's. Listening to Orville Pecker is an experience for sure. Made this right after finishing Maria, neatened up a few things.

| Resources |

Advanced Prompts and Jailbreaks: Kolach, Avenrose, Absolutetrash, Nonpractical.

Utilize Chat Memory and recommended 0 Max Tokens in Generation Settings

Banners: SilverHasNoLife Banners/Internet Decorations

Graphics: Bonnibel's Graphic Collection

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