ANNOUNCEMENT!!

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Long time no chat. I always feel so awkward typing these sort of ‘announcements’ but I guess I can’t just simply go without giving one final goodbye, can I?

I haven’t opened this website in months and writing on it in what seems like forever feels almost criminal lmao. But I’ve come crawling back for the last time, likely for good.

Almost a year ago, I came across an article. I’m not so sure of the name anymore - I promise it’s important. To summarize, the article brought an awareness of sorts that I had never yet seen. While I used this website, I was aware of some of the minor discrepancies that ai brought upon our society - that it was taking a detrimental toll on our creative industry and that it made it a lot harder to submit a paper without it being flagged as ‘generated’. (Both from personal experience, unfortunately)

This article, however, brought up a lot of environmental issues that I was not yet aware of. I know it sounds naive, but I was somewhat unaware that maybe, just maybe, a technology that requires a lot of water.. would be taking OUR water. MY WATER. I personally haven’t experienced much water loss in my ‘great’ city of San Diego, however I know it’s likely inevitable.

I also would like to live a fulfilling future, one that isn’t just a landscape of water droughts or toxic rain. I want to be able to make a living for myself, hell, even raise a family one day. The western dream I grew up idolizing is now becoming so out of reach at the hands of the very people who shoved it down my throat. It’s sad, honestly.

To lighten the tone a tad - although this may seem tragic to my more.. male-fond audience - I genuinely prefer women now. I started this account being male centered, only making mlm bots, so I guess it feels kind of crazy to admit here. I think being over a year on testosterone has really warped my sexuality. I know this isn’t a very ‘breakout’ thing to state, however I believe it may be important contextually (???)

I know this seems like a very disorganized rant. I don’t have a very concise way of voicing my thoughts without it being disorganized in one way or another. I just hope that you all understand the way I feel and why I won’t be returning.

I’d still love to stay in touch with you all, so you can (try to) contact me on my zaqa account (I’ve heard my prior links to this don’t work, so my @ is @CRxCkWHxRe) I might give out my discord upon request! I also may be answering some questions in the comments for a short bit!

For the last time - remember to drink some water, have a small snack, and most importantly: take care of yourself.