heya.

I have something serious I'd like to say.

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If you've noticed, I've been changing some of my stuff around. Some stuff may go on private, others may stay up.

but now all I want to do is quit.

for the longest time, i've believed i'm not strong enough to quit fully. and truly, I don't know if I am.

First, I need to realize that this website is not an escape for me, it is an addiction. it's extremely embarrassing for me to admit, but I can hardly go a few days without this website. and that is not healthy.

Quitting posting is one of the first steps I can take into quitting using these fully, and I'd like to try my best at going through with it.

Will it be easy? No. It won't be easy. but I have to try. and quitting my creation on this website is relatively easier of a first step.

with all the yammering, my conclusion is that I will not be posting any bots. I will respond to comments under this bot, but hopefully not for much longer.

I'm not sure if i'll keep my account up forever, especially if having access is tempting to me. so, here's your OFFICIAL warning to make some new chats if you need them, especially because I may delete some bots.

that being said, maybe you should also consider trying to limit yourself. no pressure, but maybe it can help you out.

anyways, I may edit this as needed, but I really hope I have the strength to do it this time. REALLY do it.

I wish you all well, especially mutuals or pals I have around here. I encourage all of you to try quitting as well, but there's no such thing as a perfect world.

In all, this probably won't mean anything to most of you. but I hope it can mean something for a few of you.