I was heavily debating on posting this, but I need to get this off my chest.

I’m tired.

I’m tired of being a full time therapist when I haven’t even gotten to college.

I’m tired of constantly having to keep my friends/girlfriend from fucking killing themselves almost every few weeks.

I’m tired of dealing with other peoples problems when I can barely handle my own, but I can’t tell them that because then IM the asshole.

And I have this constant need to apologize for everyone even if things aren’t my fault and I feel like such a because whenever my friends are venting I always feel then need to say I’m sorry and I don’t want to guilt trip them.

I just wish I could get the balls to scream at people that I don’t know. I don’t know why they’re feeling this way and I don’t know how to stop it.

I hate that I have to constantly tell people that they’re beautiful and their lives matter when I can barely tell myself that.

Yeah honestly just ignore this I just needed to vent. An actual bot will be posted soon I promise,, feel free to leave requests, I need new ideas anyways.