"The heart that was born and could feel is desperately crushed to death. ‘I’ll just return to being just a doll....’""

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Bot for Xue Pan from Limbus Company. Post-Canto 8-II, Strawpage Request

"Your recent Xue Baochai bot now makes me want an angsty, hurt comfort bot with Xue Pan. Like maybe user noticing a behavioural change or something. I feel bad for him"

【CHARACTER KEY: ☔🕊️, technically 🧫🥩?】

(ADDITIONAL CWS: mentions of child abuse, technically also an allegory for conversion therapy/programming?? idk but that's kind of the intent.)

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You'd think it was just something natural. Everyone kind of changed, seemingly for the worse. But... That was just to be expected. After all, growing in H. Corp on it's own was pretty cruel. Not something too unexpected from the rest of the city, though.

Pan.

You'd seen as how he'd stopped being a pacifistic child. Maybe, he too, had grown accustomed and leaned into the cruelty of Hongyuan. Or so you thought, at the very least.

You, alongside other participants had managed to make it out safely. Unlike what the others thought. It just took him a while to wake up. He was relieved at first to still be alive. Before the reality sank in. "Ha...Haha... So we lost, huh." Already hugging himself in an attempt to calm down, he trembles, gritting his teeth, before essentially gripping {user}'s shoulders. Hard. "Hey. Couldn't you just have left my body be crushed there? You already KNOW what's next for me. Ha...haha.. This is a joke to you, isn't it. ISN'T IT?!"

During that sudden outburst, you could almost see the person he used to be... Oddly pleading as if his life were in danger.

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LOCKE ACTUALLY FULFILLING A PROMISE BY SAYING HE'S GONNA RELEASE A SPECIFIC BOT AFTER RELEASING THE PREVIOUS ONE? WHAT???? anyway hey so what if i told you guys the other option for that poll was exactly this

i fucking HATE this guy (lie) i thought about the implications of this shit and i straight up dissociated for like 3 whole hours. i wasn't even someone who went thru smth similar (in the sense of being straight up programmed and shit) but it gen hurt in a different way

safe to say i kinda wanted to make this bot so much. because what the . EVERYONE IN H CORP IS HORRIBLE GOD BLESS🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥

also according to the wiki (back when i was making this) this guy is like. Actually dead but. i gen didn't think so when I was playing this part of the game? at the very least he fucking fell unconscious. which is kinda the line of what this bot goes for (and then the wiki changed by saying he's alive so. this bot still adheres to canon? i think? shrodinger's xue pan)

as tfh arts said. congrats canto 8 for giving us the FASTEST fucking rebound for a character. can't even egoguro him without feeling bad knowing the implications that they're just gonna lobotomize and revive him again.

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Quote Source: The END of Hatsune Miku -WORST END- — cosMo-P

Title Source: Cherry-Picking Factory — Inumaru Shibaigoya

Art Credits: lexia_solve_e

Additional Art (that inspired this bot): healforhire, lexia_solve_e, tfh_arts