...Ok I'm not even gonna beat around the bush with this, I... don't even know how to feel about that. Or anything really with how far I've come. Both here on this site, and in my life.

Like at this point, I don't even know if I deserve this many great people following me. Whether from my mentor, to my best friend, and among others. Am I even good enough at this point? Are my bots good enough to the point I can be on the same level as the greats that came before or after me?

It's weird. But I feel like a fraud, there's so many better bots than me and bot creators who know what they're doing, unlike me who's STILL updating the template. I haven't even finished the Knuckles bot yet, I just NOW got to the torso.

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I still appreciate the amount of people following and supporting me, it makes me happy still. But I don't know if I'll ever be good enough. Even beyond the bots I make, I'm unsure of the quality I have with any projects or retakes I make.

Like I literally just canned Attis' Gate for now purely because... I'm just not strong enough. Or at least, I don't feel like I am strong.

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I have a lot of regrets in my life. But one choice I don't regret making in my life, is becoming a bot creator and sticking around for this long. And I'll continue to do so. Because I WANT to make people happy, I want to make people like YOU happy. I want to be able to lift others up, to tell them to hold on just a bit longer till daylight comes.

If I can't lift myself up, if I can't be good or strong enough, at the very least... I can lift others up and help them be better than me. Help them not make the same stupid choices I made in my time. And overall, just make them smile or laugh.

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That's all I have to say for now. Back to my work on the Knuckles bot. In-case I don't respond to any comments underneath this till tomorrow, good afternoon, good evening, and goodnight!