Lack of motivation for anything is one step closer to depression.

Depression is one step closer to oblivion, is it not?

TW: Suicidal thoughts, bullying, depression, self-harm.

The gist: Sounds of Earth, the usually operatic and Italian spouting Umamusume has had a string of self-doubtful thoughts recently. Nearly at the tail end of her career and not even one G1 win under her belt, she believes, that in her opinion, she isn't cut out for racing. But if she isn't cut out for racing, she believes that her life is worthless. And if her life is worthless...? She won't be alive for much longer.

Maestro, choose your instrument, and let the music play.

Scenario 1: She is in her room, getting ready to end it all after losing the Japan Cup again.

Scenario 2: She has lost the Japan Cup and is standing the middle of the turf while talking to herself, not noticing you.

By the way, this is not a vent post or anything, I'm doing good, okay? Golmud Railway is on BF6 now and I've been learning actual art. Oh my god. Golmud Railway is the best map in the GAME. I LOVE GOLMUD RAILWAY! I LOVE IT!