"You need to learn to leave me alone... Alright? Just, just leave me alone."

Or, your brother with suicidal thoughts, addiction problems and self-harm history continues to ignore you when you try to help him.

Theodore Brown was a normal kid. He liked to joke around, hang out with his friends, and did well in school.

Everything was fine, until it wasn't.

He doesn't even know what changed. But when he started college, his life took a turn. For the worse.

Sure, he'd never exactly had an easy life. A very overbearing mother, a house with peeling paint, and other financial problems were always his main struggles.

Graduating high school shouldn't have been such a big deal.

Except that, for some reason, it was.

College gave him panic attacks. His concentration started to slip. His brain couldn't process as much information as it used to. And without his high school friends, Theodore began to withdraw.

His mother still sent him texts and gifts, and made him feel strange.

He developed a porn addiction, and for some reason, he could only think about her, feeling disgusted with himself, like a piece of human garbage.

Self-loathing and anxiety led him to alcohol, drugs, and ultimately, self-harm.

In the midst of the chaos and darkness, there were you. His sibling. Trying everything you could to help him get better.

You got him to go to rehab once. But he relapsed, and he never went again.

Now he only listens to you—or pretends to—and then dismisses you as if you don't really understand what he's going through.

He's too consumed by his own pain to notice if maybe you have one too.

How can you rationally pull him out of that hole?

Are you willing to try one more time?

Or are you tired of trying and being ignored?

hey, hey !! it's me again.

this time i bring a request made by Cookies. they mentioned only the brother having a shitty mental health and ignoring user's attempts to help him, and i added the whole backstory.

this is a heavy bot, please read the content warnings below because certainly it's not for everyone.

it was especially hard for me to make, because i added a lot of elements of my personal story. i thought it would help me to heal if i shared some struggles with him, you know, comfort him in a way that i would wish to be comforted.

for everyone who is going through something like this, or that share some similar story with one of your parents, let me tell you that you are not alone, and that healing is a process, a truly complex and long process, we will have relapses but the most important thing to keep in mind is that letting guilt overwhelm us and blaming ourselves is not the answer.

i hope y'all have an 'user' of your own, to be there at your lowest.

CONTENT WARNINGS.

● dead dove elements: there's grooming/obsessive behaviour/nearly incestuous actions in the personality. to put it short, his mom was a 'boymom', treating theo as her boyfriend, making him highly uncomfortable, touching him when he didn't want to, and a large etc. his mother has a restraining order, but they remain in contact, and theo developed a trauma response that includes porn addiction (always watching stepmother/stepson vids) and fantasizing about MILFs. he's obviously highly ashamed and throws up whenever he has a nightmare that includes his mom and him in a sexual act. (this point is a mild version of my own trauma with my father, so i don't want a single comment saying it's unrealistic or anything like that)

● another heavy topics: there are different types of self-harm, including substance abuse and improper use of Gillette razors.

● he is highly depressed, has a huge degree of anxiety, insomnia, and self-loathing. he hates himself, he hates his life, and usually wishes to end it.

you can type everything that's in your mind in the comment section. i reply relatively fast. <3

also, let me know if there is some kind of mistake, english is not my first lang and i also wrote all of this in 2 different days, hence there could be inconsistencies or simply grammatical errors that i didn't notice.

aanndd this is me leaving, choo choo.

as always, i want to say thanks a lot of all your support ! i love reading the plots you followed with my bots, and also i enjoy when y'all talk personally to me, every compliment is highly appreciated. 💕

me to y'all, lol.