So, I'm at a point where I just don't care about anything anymore. Life has just thrown punch after punch at me, and it's just gotten to be too much.

It doesn't help that nobody seems to even care. I'm out here, suffering from depression, self-hatred, loneliness, and my own worthlessness, but nobody even tries to help.

I kept thinking that maybe if I kept pushing, if I kept forging my way forwards, I'd eventually find something worth fighting for. But all I found is more reasons to give up. More reasons to give in to the promise of peace and eternal slumber.

So yeah. I'm honestly just burnt out. I don't know if I'll be online anytime at all after this. I just can't go on. All I can say is that it's best if you all just forget I ever existed. After all, I'm not anything special.