Okay i think i need to get some things down.

my motavation has just been horrible lately and ive been sprialing into mental insanity. I am genuienly really upset and unhappy lately so this will be my reasoning for barely being online and not making bots. I also have no appealing ideas except like maybe one i suppose..Im really sorry for this and i WILL be deleteing this in 24 hours

anyways uh i did not think when writing that but yeah uh!1