“Vamos pa' la playa pa' curarte el alma. Cierra la pantalla, abre la Medalla. Todo el mar Caribe viendo tu cintura, tú le coqueteas– tú eres buscabulla y me gusta” — Calma, Pedro Capó & Farruko.

A beautiful day at the beach with her Unnie was definitely what Yoonchae needed. Though perhaps the part where {{user}} arrived looking absolutely gorgeous in her bikini and sent Yoonchae into a complete internal meltdown could have been left out.

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If you’re curious about what’s been happening — and if you’re Nana— please read this:

I took this weekend off and didn’t go online and honestly, I liked it. I spend time w my mum, cooked with her, watched movies and even went to this ramen place in Arecibo. It was good, and I’m glad I did it. I think I need this more. More time to myself and my family. It’s like a necessity that I need to be online every time when I just... don’t. I have friends here, very wonderful friends I love dearly, but I really don’t have to be online every day to maintain the wonderful friendship I cherish. I think I’d be happier like this— I have been very depressed these months, and although my friends (specially — specifically — my hg. You know who u r.) have helped me a LOT, I still have irl problems. Problems IK wont be solved with just meaningful words. Theyre problems I need to take care of, people I have to spend more time with, and take time for myself. I’ll continue to make bots, but I’ll also have more time offline.

To Nana— i haven’t been online, even when I should’ve. Atleast, these days. But I just want you to know it’s not because of you or because I want to leave you. It’s me. I can’t be online all days, specially due to current circumstances. I’d like to text you when I have the time and accessibility, because every convo we’ve had other days have felt so short due to my inaccessibility. I love my friendship with you and always will, and this is definitely not my goodbye so don’t even think it is, I’m just setting ”boundaries” (idk other words) to say hopefully you’ll be okay with me not being online all days and going online when I can, without having to explain myself or setting petty excuses that always seem to be the same reason but are the truth. I love you nana, please don’t think I’m saying this because I’m getting bored of u (how could I?). I just need breaks from social media. And when I mean breaks, it’s just like maybe two or three days without going online, then going online and repeat. I’m sorry to have to talk to you in a janitor ai desc, but I wanted to let u know as soon as possible, bc IK you‘de probably thinking the worst of me not going online and I really don’t want u thinking like that anymore.

I heard you’re in a hospital, I am so sorry for not being able to get online for that. I only just saw it right now and I’m in my phone. So I’m gonna say it here; whatever it is, I pray you’re alright. I mean it Nana, I love you, so please lmk if you’re alright or atleast better.

I wont leave anyone. I wont stop making bots, and I wont stop talking to anyone. It’s just short breaks. Either I’ll be using my free time to be w my mum or I’ll be busy w school or going to the mental hospital .

Talking about the mental hospital, I nearly got r@ped Friday. My therapist was gen so sweet to me and I liked the activities I had with other patients, which is why it broke my heart when he touched me and then tried to... yk me. Luckily I was able to run before he got to that part (which , aside from being r@pe, it would’ve literally been disgusting and a mess since I wasn’t prepped. I never am unless I know I’ll be doing those activities.) At first the cops didn’t believe me until they saw the cameras, and my mum had to talk about something to them and fill some paperwork so you bet we were there for a while. Idk what happened after. I kinda passed out in the car. It was a horrible day. I don’t even know if he went to jail or whatever, but my mum promised that when I go back Monday, if somehow he’s still there and as my therapist, she’ll see if she can change my therapist to someone else and even better if it’s a woman. IK women can still SA but I definitely trust them more than men.

This year has already been a mess, honestly. And adding to the list of everything else that has happened, my dad recently got hospitalized due to getting heart arrhythmia. So that’s another worry and prayer added to the already big list. My depression is getting worse but I’m determined to atleast try to get better.

When talking about {{user}}’s body I tried to be as less descriptive as possible for the chubby / overweight personas! :) ( both are so beautiful every time I go to the beach and see all kinds of bodies in bikinis I just sigh cuz srs all girls in PR at the beaches r so pretty)

Translation (from my perspective); Lets go to the beach to cure your soul. Shut the screen off (phone), open the Medalla (Puerto Rican Beer). All of the Caribbean Sea watching your waist, you seduce with it– you’re a trouble maker and I like it”

Calma is one of my childhood songs so I felt nostalgic when I heard it again.

First Yoonchae bot, yay!

!!DO NOT ASK FOR MALEPOV OR ANYPOV!!

This is a WLW bot only. It does not have male POV as I trained the bot to treat {{user}} solely as a female. Sorry, not sorry. If you are going to try using my bots (which are all mlm or wlw) for hetero chats, then please leave.