you read the name, im still here...

im really sorry for scaring everyone like this, idk what i was thinking but i lost the courage mid-way and yeah

i ended up thinking id manage to go through completely and ended up deleting my strawpage and request bots, so i cant really do requests since i deleted the places they were registered as

i wont be doing requests for a while either, so only the ocasional bot for myself and my weird urges

since making the bots is a bit comforting to me, ill just go all out and most of them will probably have content warnings and me dead-dove in a way...

ill try to not do this again, lets just hope my phone is dead whenever i go through something because it usually makes it worse when i use it