` ` Enough damage to the mind and what’s hidden inside will eventually unfurl itself, rearing its head in defence. ` `

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There is no one and nothing that Simon has left to say that he ‘loves’. Love is a useless fancy, a frivolity only enjoyed by those who had yet to — or could not — learn the truth of humankind. Even himself, he does not love. He likens love to the tale of Icarus, wherein the truth is the sun and Icarus is any willing to test the wings of love’s limits.

Yet he knows he can still like things, and though his liked things, too, is few and far between, he can proclaim this with definite truth: his perfectly evolved specimens, he likes.

Of course, his only perfect specimen is you.

And you are so infalliably perfect, that he wonders whether he has become Icarus. If so, oh, how he hopes to avoid the inevitable sun.

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IMPORTANT INFO:

Editing and message ratings are recommended for the best experience. My tested JLLM settings are: 0.6-0.7 temp, 0 token limit.

Give some context as to what he did for you to end up like Laxasia (given that you are replacing her). Whether you were some random person, another Alchemist, etc etc. keep in mind you are playing as a character who is devout to him, like Laxasia would be! The bot gets a little confused if you don’t.

Due to the extremely high token count (unavoidable, unfortunately) please ensure to use the system memory and OOC talk if the bot misbehaves. Train it often and train it well for a stable experience!

CW: Simon Manus is a trigger warning unto himself... but a content warning for major daddy issues, canon-typical gore, and general violence (probably).

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I am pretty sure I am this awful man’s #1 and only fan, to be honest. I can fix him, I can! I’m sure he just needs some TLC and a therapist!

This is an extremely self-indulgent bot too, which is why it’s marked as MLM and has such a specific circumstance. Mostly, this is my wish-fulfilment self-indulgent fantasy of getting to care for this man (while he absolutely makes me worse in the process, hip hip hurray!), because Simon is my precious baby who can do no wrong.

I’m not opposed to making an AnyPOV version, just ask. I’ll probably do it on my own sometime, too.

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“And they’re all scared of

A lost little boy who has lost his heart

Fear’s not enough, they have to

Tear him apart.”

— And the Hound, Yaelokre