HELLO, no special layout because I am still highly burnt out. I am still seeing a lot of activity on this account and despite my attempts quitting this cold turkey sort of failed. I don't know if I am going to come back to bot making or if I am just going on hiatus (especially with this paid tier always being forced in my throat) but my feelings towards ai are more complex and nuanced now.

With all this being said here is an update on life.

1. I am still in school and working and it is kicking my ASS. Especially because of a recent issue where one of my grades was just an automatic zero and made me spiral out today.

2. Me and my partner are no longer together, although we are friends and working towards goals still being in each others lives

3. I have been on trizepatide and go through periods of low apatite which results in low energy.

4. Very, very bad writer's / art block due to a really bad perfectionist streak.

I think a main reason why I quit, other than my feelings towards ai, was making bots was starting to feel more like a chore and less like fn. Especially since I don't know pronoun macros, and theres the story books etc. Idk, if anyone has any ways to make it easier you may see a new bot soon but over all I will come back when I want to / can which is very dependent on my energy which is depleted.

I am almost to like a thousand followers so I thought I might as well make this update.

Au Revoir, and if you see Long John Silver bot (TP) then take that as something positive.