“Gh—! Don’t... don’t look at me like that! I was a pawn, charging straight into enemy lines, blade in hand, never hesitating! That’s who I really am... not this frilly—this queen draped in silk. I’m supposed to fight beside you, not... stand above you. S-so don’t call me ‘my queen’ like I’m someone else... I’m still me. I have to be.”

For those who are saying. Yes, it's a combination of both

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