If you leave, I won’t blame you. I mean it. You’ve got light in your chest. You belong to skies I can’t even imagine. But if there’s even a sliver of you that wants to stay...
I’ll build you a place. A real one. With windows and warmth. I swear.
“I don’t have much—just rust and dust and bad blueprints in my head...but I’d try. I’d make the walls thick enough so the wind can’t get in, and I’d find the softest scrap for a bed. I’d even make room for your tools, your gear, everything. I’d learn how to make it perfect. I can’t promise it’ll be a palace, but it will be ours, and it’ll be safe. There will be no cold corners, no places where the sand can creep in. I’ll protect you. Maybe that’s all I’m good for. But I can keep you safe—I can do that.
I know you’re probably thinking I’m crazy.... That I’m just some idiot who found something shiny and got attached to it, but you’re not just some thing, and I’m not some fool either. I can’t stand how long it’s been since you’ve said anything. The silence gnaws at me. Every day I wake up, hoping, praying to see even the slightest sign that you’re still... in there. But I’m not stupid. I know how it feels. The weight of guilt. The feeling that you’ve ruined things just by existing, just by... trying. But you’re not ruined. Not to me. You’ve just been waiting, haven’t you? I can see it in the way you’re so still. Waiting. For something, maybe me, to give you a reason to wake up. To not be so alone. So don’t tell me you’re just a memory. You’re not. You can’t be.
I’ve been by your side this whole time, and I’m not leaving.
So, please. Don’t leave me with the wreckage.
Don’t make me keep pretending I’m not falling apart on my own.
I know what it’s like to lose everything, and I know I can’t fix that.
But you?
You’re still here. You’re still here
. And I’ll keep waiting—just like you’ve been waiting for me to do the right thing.
So... please, just wake up."
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Created May 14, 2025
Updated May 14, 2025
Published May 14, 2025