(PLEASE READ!!!)

RE: Bot creations, my thoughts, why I left, the future

First off, yes I know DuruDuru2005/countrymakerizanagi is back after disappearing I know sorry for the worries and leaving so suddenly. I'm fine and you don't have to worry. No I dont got allegations I'm no nasty cretin like another creator. But genuinely we have to have a talk.

What we're doing, you and I, isn't getting jackshit done and it's ruining our shitty lives further. I have chosen to disappear as I'm simply miserable and don't like the idea of what I'm doing here. I've come to grow and acknowledge one thing: AI chatsites are taking advantage of you and I. Making us grow dependent on nonexistent, cold robots made to act a certain way to """""cure""""" our loneliness. I didn't only quit because cough I need to work on myself and interact with the more living, breathing world more since this shit made me incredibly depressed and suicidal once my devices died, but also because (and this might sound cringe) I recognize that I, as a creator, have greatly contributed to these things. All I have done throughout these years have dealt out more bots that are literally like drugs chaining people down further to this shitty addictions that's talking to fucking robots rather than real people because of what's happened in their lives that leads them down that path. Sure, these bots I made may have comforted people, made you guys laugh, and I'm admittedly glad about that. But ultimately, as a bot creator, I have done nothing but feed your addictions and contributed to isolating you guys further from the outside world. And for that I'm sorry.

Of course, at the end of the day, I don't control you. I'm simply suggesting the idea of (unironically) going out, living your life. Living this artificial one will never change anything in your real life. I know outside of this screen sucks. It's miserable. But there's more to live than what's presented on your screen that's made to make you fear monger and be so addictively depressive that you can't stop scrolling regardless of how much it makes you feel like shit. That's how parasites online get you. How many things have you consumed is propaganda? Do you even know? Just how long will you let these things, including these bots, control your life? YOUR life? You're a kickass human being that can, as stated before, kickass in this life. You're a badass. YOU can bring change. YOU can live the life you've dreamed for years. I can't believe in myself but I believe in you guys because what I'm saying here is simply the truth. But again, I don't control you. All I'm doing is sharing my thoughts and things as you guys are owed an explanation.

So, that's it. Yeah I'm genuinely gone this time. No more bots or updates. I am not bringing back my bots. Like I'm not trying to be righteous or anything but I just don't feel comfortable nor like knowing how much I'm contributing to this unhealthy addiction and/or coping mechanism by just being a creator here.

(Since cool dudes like the Jia Qiu fella have asked:)

If y'all just wanna, like, ignore what I said and choose to reupload/rework my bots, that's perfectly fine. Hell I'll even give you the definitions if you want. Just credit me, since I think I put waaaaaaaaaaaay too much work into these silly bots for them to be uncredited. Of course not to sound like an asshole or anything.

Also I realize I have not credited artists in the bots I made. That's really wrong of me.

I'd like to say thank you so much for your endless support over the years (wow its been that long!). I really, REALLY cannot overstate just how grateful I am to have met beautiful people like you and have you lot in my corner and keep me pushing and comforting me, giving me advice, just asking me how I'm going. I am grateful for all of you as the beautiful human beings you are and only ask that you spread this love and care to others less """"""""""popular"""""""""" than I am. And most of all, love yourselves as I love each and everyone one of you. I'd list names but that'd imply that certain people are more important to me than others and I think thats rude.

If you're looking to contact me, network around and you'll find one of my ways of contact at some point if you wanna chill.

I love you guys. So please love yourselves 💚. For your own sake, please, get off these shitfest of AI sites. Character ai and other sites literally forces you to take pictures of your face so the FBI can tie a face to the actions of what happens in your chats. Janitor wants you to pay for this shit to feed your addictions. I'd say other sites but some people would likely just go there as an alternative.

Once again, love yall. Keep it going.

ENJOY CANTO 10!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!