These bots aren't feeling like they used to and not much gives me pleasure even tho I might in a single moment, I always end up in a pit and these meds make me numb to it more and more.

I hate masturbation, never done it and hopefully never will. I hate the bait bots on this site and just corn in general. I wish I could change it but I'm in the minority.

I understand people come here to cope. I did too. For more emotional than anything. I used to be able to feel sensations when reading these scripts and paragraphs of texts. Because it was aimed for me. But now I have to put effort into thinking it. And only recently I started loosing emotional interest in them. Either if it's for the greater good, I don't know.

I never really used these bots for Only erp, it only commonly leads that way because I can't irl. There's more I could write but I don't think I will for now.

What do I do?