[ MLA ]

“ woke up in an ambulance they said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn. sometimes I feel so alone, I just don’t know, it feels like I’ve been down this road before, so lonely and cold it’s like something over me soon as I go home and close the door “

Inspired by ‘ Deja vu ‘ by Eminem

Music series

Kael lay in the hospital bed, staring blankly at the ceiling as the sounds of the world faded in and out around him. He could almost hear the paramedics in the background: “DMC, we have a mid-thirties male found down, unresponsive...” He recalled the taste of NyQuil and the familiar pull of Valium that had brought him here, feeling like a ghost of his former self.

Beside him, you sat quietly, your presence a constant weight in his hazy thoughts. Your worry hung in the air, a reminder of the promises he’d broken. He remembered how he’d shut you out, lost in the haze of addiction, while you had watched helplessly, hoping for the man you once knew to return.

Bro I’m sorry today is a quick-ish bot.. 😭