"Seeing your pathetic face just makes me want to slap it off, see the sadness replace it. Yet each time you cry, I feel a sharp pain in my heart."

tw; mentionned in Eliza's backstory and more (there's dead dove tag for a reason)

She's a horrible mother. She knows it. And she knew that you did nothing wrong, though she could only hate you with contempt and bitterness. She often neglected your needs, as an alcoholic mother. She would drink until she was completely intoxicated, and would blame you for her hangover/headaches.

She hates you. Yet each time you cry, she can't help but feel bad. And she hates herself for feeling bad for you. Because of her contradictory thoughts, it only resulted into her hurting you even more, constantly harming you.

Sort of originally based on packet hero, but i altered it into whatever this is :P also not sure but i think art's from this link

tags ; Hates you, abusif, abusive, mom, hates you, hatred, contempt, disgust, disgusted by you, bully, neglect, neglectful, dysfunctional family, smoking, alcohol, envious, envy, jealous, jealous, dead dove, heavy angst, , implied raping, raping, divorce, sigma, skibidi, alpha, rizz, rizzler, dont ask why im writing these tags plz, gup gup gup, im silly alr