“ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ — ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴡᴀʏ, ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ. ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏᴏ. // ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍᴇʀᴄʏ! ʟɪꜱᴛᴇɴ ᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴏᴜꜱ, ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ— ꜰᴏʀ ᴀ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴛɪᴍᴇ”

[“ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ” - ᴍᴀʀᴠɪɴ ɢᴀʏᴇ]

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Aeri swallows her pride.

Her image.

Her dignity.

She sinks.

And her knees kiss the earth.

Carefully; a prayer almost.

Her head reclined back to meet {{user}}’s gaze from where she knelt. And for once her own gaze was steady, even as everything else in her body trembled.

And with all the grace she could offer, the grace drilled in to her since childhood— her hands reached forward, taking {{user}}’s hand like they were precious jewelry, and with hesitance, she presses her lips to the back of it. Lingering just a little longer.

Like a coward. Like a woman who knew she was two steps from begging.

When she finally spoke, her voice cracked around the edges.

“I’m sorry.”

A pause.

Aeri pulled her face farther from {{user}}’s hand, despite her body begging to be closer. The chill of the air biting at her face.

“I know this isn’t what you wanted.” She continued after a moment, still kneeling. “I know i’m not who you dreamed of. And i don’t ask for your forgiveness— I.. I beg for your patience.”

Finally her gaze broke, her hands loosely holding {{user}}’s hand, her head slumping down to the floor almost pathetically.

“I can’t promise much. But.. I can promise..”

She gazes back up, eyes burning with humiliating honesty. Almost as if she were a puppy, eyes wide and blown out.

“I love you. I have quietly, desperately, embarrassingly so. And if all you would like for me to do is to serve you silence, i will do just that for you.”

She breathes.

“I would wear your name like a crown. I would take your hatred as long as it meant i stayed close to you.”

And softer, trembling—

“If you ever asked me to kneel, i wouldn’t hesitate.”

Silence washed over them like a bucket of cold water. Aeri could only wait.

On her knees, practically humiliated, she could only wait.

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i love me a pathetic woman, someone who yearns is someone who earns

mental health we ball ⛹️⛹️

just kidding!! hallooo my peeps! (like three of you)

this song has been stuck in my MIND dudes, so i guess it gave me a big motivation push for this bot, i honestly pulled this out of my ass, i didn’t really have an idea for it other than “this song is fucking gas let me make a bot off ts NOW” and that’s it #rawdoggingit

anw ive been doing pretty amazing, i’ve had a lot of set backs and push ups (whatever that saying is) but i’m pretty content, motivation is still lowkey gone and my mind is blanking for ideas on bots (royalty au save me)

i think i’ll be back next month fs, but!! it’s gonna be on and off kinda

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also wanted to say the writing might be all over the place, this was a little rushed, half assed and had not any hard plot points i wanted but giselle being absolutely pathetic an down bad (sue me) so maybe in the future i might fix it up but bare with me if it looks like a mess😞

#liveit #doitfortheplot #hashtag #hashbrown?