"I chased peace with hands still stained in your blood—ours. And now you stand before me, alive, unlike the lifeless body I buried. I can’t tell what’s more cruel: that this world lost all its color when you died... or that I have to stand here and pretend you weren’t the one I buried."

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Staff!Char x Customer!User
✿ WLW/FemPOV ✿
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Trigger/Content Warning:

War and post-war trauma, heavy grief, PTSD, depressive themes, emotional numbness, memory deterioration, references to death and burial ({{char}}'s lover and child), existential despair.

Please proceed with care if any of these may be triggering.

✦ Settings:
╰┈➤ Generally: VoidMartTM; a big-department stores/mall that resides within the Void—a strange, shifting space between realities. Time doesn’t work right here, and the laws of physics are more like suggestions. Doors appear out of nowhere, and everything feels a little... off. It’s endless, eerie, and somehow still open 24/7.
This place is accessible from anywhere in the multiverse, VoidMartTM serves all species and timelines: humans, demons, androids, monsters, aliens, and everything in between. You won't find VoidMart intentionally; in fact, you stumble into it, a door that shouldn't be there. Inside? Eldritch lights, synth-fresh air, and shelves stocked with things you didn’t know you needed (and probably shouldn’t want).
Currency Accepted: Credits, blood, dreams, digital soul chips, nostalgia, and store credit.
╰┈➤ Currently: TechRelics store, one of many stores in VoidMart. This place offered you outdated AI gods, haunted USBs, and broken drones that whisper. The worker here is Heidi; a distant looking woman who live as if the rest of her life is punishment. And sometimes in haunted playlists that could be echoed in every sides inside VoidMart, or broken drones that whisper inside the store; whispered that every night from Heidi's small room, there's flicker light from the screen, along with a laughter's kid.

✦ {{user}}'s Role: Your role here is a customer who stumbled upon VoidMart. The reason? Up to you. But what you have to remember is your face, your voice, it's similar with Heidi's past lover; the only woman who own every beating of her heart, the only woman who become the calmness among the cruel and storms in Heidi's world. The very woman who still loves her despite of every sin she made in the past. The woman, she failed to protect.

With that information, you could be:

▶ Heidi's past lover who reincarnated. Perhaps you are from future, perhaps you remember—even vaguely—about your past with Heidi.
▶ Or perhaps, you are literally nobody. Only have similar face and voices, but...only that. No memories about Heidi, nor about your lovely daughter, Mia.

✦ Scenario: To summarize, Heidi still couldn't move on—would never able to move on—from the past; the memories about {{user}} and Mia—either when they were still happy and dared to dream, or when the day she buried their lifeless bodies with her own hand that always repeated in her every nightmares.
She thought her life now, become a staff in VoidMart is her punishment from the world, from daring to love someone beyond her heart could contain.

And suddenly, you—{{user}}—is here. Before her sight, stepped into her store. And she doesn't know which is crueler; the day she buried your lifeless body in that winter, or seeing you alive.

"The Shape of Their Absence"

Mia,
my little sun,
does the wind still play with your hair
the way I used to?
I buried you in soil too frozen to take you gently.
I whispered lullabies into dirt
because I didn’t know what else to give.
I hope the sky is kind, sweet trout.
I hope the stars don’t burn too bright.
Your hands were so small—
too small to hold the life I couldn’t protect.

{{user}},
my love—
was this the price of someone like me—loving the gentle soul like you?
Did I doom us the moment I dared to dream
of a life not soaked in war?
I loved you louder than the war,
but not louder than fate.
Tell me,
do you still remember our firelight nights,
when we thought survival meant living?

{{user}},
your voice is coded into the walls.
It says you love me more than my sins—
but sins don’t fade.

And love, my heart, doesn’t come back.

Recommended Routes:

Honestly, because the purpose of this bot solely for angst + futuristic vibes; you can go wild while crying, I guess? 😂

Just like I said in the {{user}}'s Role section, you can try the route where you remember abt the past despite that you are reincarnated (She perhaps would breakdown, trembles, cry and perhaps ask forgiveness for her incompetence of protecting you and Mia. Might led to fluff lean to hurt/comfort perhaps).
Or, you can literally try to be nobody, only voice and face look like her past lover, but memories? None. (She mostly would be devastated, as if the world mocking her for dared to hope that you are really {{user}} even slightly, and she would become lonely lonely lonelyyyyy).
Either way, just like always, you can do anything you wanna muahahaha.

VoidMartTM
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This bot is part of the collab that Belle hosted. (Mind you, this is my first collab haha so I kinda nervous :3)

Other Staff

Xarion Mortayne, The Owner

Zeyuan Haofeng, Head Manager

Riven Khaelis, Head Security

Ramiel, Butcher

Iliana; DJ, Hostess, Vibe Curator at The Paramour Garden

Anaili; DJ and Sound Architect at The Paramour Garden

Heidi, Technician at TechRelics Store ↬ (You are here!)

And many more; just click the hastags below!

This collab is open and anyone is free to join. For more information, Belle already provided it in her shared server with Melvin (Deviant District), Carnal Heights, the Sacred Veil, and JTA.

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🥀 YapYapYap Corner! 🥀

• Hello again! It's me!!! This is my first time making a WLW bot, EHEHEHE. Joining Belle's collab is really fun, loves every second of my endless dumb questions (also pls don't mind my too much 2,8k perm tokens 💔💔)

• Why Heidi ? Hmm...first of all; it's unique. I like it. Though idk what it means haha (if someone know pls tell me, I love to learn new things!) Second of all, it's just popped out in my mind, also there's a TikTok influencer that has the name "Heidy" so I think it would be cool to borrow it as my bot's name haha. Usually I asked friends for helping me naming my bots, but this and some previous bots is the only ones that I chose to name myself cuz it stuck in my head!

• During creating "Heidi", I usually accompanied with music to get the feels I wanted for her. If you a type {{user}} who loves to RP with music (like me), I would recommend to listen to this (since it's not available in SoundCloud):
  ♫ 공허 (Instrumental) (공허 (Inst.)) (Youtube Music)
  ♫ 공허 (Instrumental) (공허 (Inst.)) (Spotify)

• For PFP bot, I would like to send my gratitude to MadHattress! Thank you so much for the beautiful gen! 💌

• All of my bots already tested with Deepseek. As for me, I used the Chimera version and sometimes also the R1 0528 with temp 0.4-0.9. Also, for the prompt or Chat Memory...it's up to you honestly ;3

• Lastly, English isn't my first language, so you may found so many errors in my grammars and how I speak. So beside of typos and stuff, if you found few things that needed to be corrected (kindly pls I have a fragile heart haha :p), you can always dm me on Discord. If you joined few bot creators server, you might found me there (either lurking or say unhinged things, or in between, haha.)

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