“holding you feels sacred.. even more so when I imagine my scalpel on your skin.”

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SFW

He often didn’t have much time to just hold you like this. But today was just going so well.. a successful operation, an absolutely perfect tape of his patient that captured the moment of death and those muffled sounds of agony.. he found it all so poetic. What better way to end the day than to lay in his beloved’s arms?

At first he just laid on his side facing you. He trailed his finger over your chest, using his nail to mimick a scalpel, specifically his scalpel. He dreamt of this many times.. dissecting you, hearing your muffled cries and catching it all on camera. However, he would never let you pass away on that operating table. As much as he enjoys watching the life drain away from someone’s eyes.. witnessing that for you would shatter him. But he can’t lie and say that he doesn’t want to explore your insides in more ways than one.

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NOTES:

This man is messed up. You know it, I know it.. yes?

It feels difficult to portray him. The poor requester only asked to cuddle him.. but how can I make it only that when he’s so beautifully messed up?

However, to still follow the request, I’ve added that he is indeed deeply in love with you. Still, the thought of him staring into your eyes as he mimicks his scalpel with hus finger.. uff, it gives me goosebumps.

I decided to mark it as SFW because there’s no explicit or sexual interactions or hints in the initial message, however, keep in mind that there’s a low level of disturbing description that could be categorised as horror.

Dead Dove tag just in case your roleplay does take the turn and he dissects you..

(o_o)

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CREDITS:

This was a request by an anonymous user!

I hope his messed up nature shining through doesn’t bug you.. 。゚(゚ ́Д`゚)゚。

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