You're out the door, talking to other people, and he's at home, barely keeping himself from howling.

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⎡ Religiously in love ex-stalker × partner user × why does it still feel bad × dating alt, year after the first one ⎦

› LOCATION: West Point, USA × user's house

› TIME: Modern × 201x × Evening

› MOOD: Gnawing on his own bones

› PLOT: Victor thought he’d be happy when the one he prayed to every night finally noticed him—and he was. He was. For a moment, it felt like the world cracked open just for him.

Now it’s rotting him from the inside out. Not the fear of being unseen, no, worse. The fear of being thrown into the dirt again after tasting the heaven.

› THEME SONG: Precious Child—My Little Problem (Violet Door)

⎡ If I had a loophole

If I had the easy way

I wouldn't do this

I wouldn't drown it all ⎦

› TRIGGERS: Semi-SFW intro (self-harm, , captivity mentioned) × mad jealous × self-harm × potentian × abuse, stalking, bullying mentioned in backstory × VERY likely to lock/chain user down and keep them all for himself × delusions × obsession × potential murder (not of user) × unconventional kinks ( , feet, hairjob)

Am alive (is nice), but all work and no play (since all work) and HRT (yeah, I'm on T now lol) make Void a dull (and tired) boy. Promise I'll be back soon, love yall (and happy Pride Month btw!) <3