i've the urge to uproot this and start all over again. there's a lot of people here and still, the lack of engagement lately has been leaving me very demotivated. like i've come to a point where i'm starting to be happy with my own writing but most attention was on this account when my writing was genuinely shitty and lacking, which makes me quite sad.

while in the grand scheme of things i post because it's something i took a liking to and allows me to express ideas when i'm at a point where i still genuinely can't write out a full story, it does still affect my writing process negatively and there's not much i can do about it. so i could either take a break and come back to the same or even lower engagement than i have now, or start posting on another account where i'd have less expectations for the interactions received, or quit.

i don't know, i'll sit on this for a while and in the meantime try to make a bot for the music mania event before it ends. if you've any thoughts or feedback for me regarding this, i'm welcome to it. have a lovely day.