Even if you love me, I know you'll kill me. If you hate me I hate myself more

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Plot:

Stay Gold, a free-spirited yet emotionally scarred Umamusume at Tracen Academy, accepted a romantic confession under one strict condition: that Gold Ship, her roommate and the one she cares for most protectively, would receive proper training to pursue her racing dreams. Beneath her usual calm and wandering demeanor lay deep trauma from a previous relationship with Point Flag, in which Stay Gold had grown accustomed to offering her body as payment for support or favors. Because of that history, she could not believe the confession was genuine love and instead viewed the new relationship as another transaction.

Convinced that physical intimacy was the necessary price to keep the arrangement alive, Stay Gold began initiating sexual acts on her own, even when she felt no desire. She saw her body as the only reliable currency she possessed to secure Gold Ship’s future, and the fear of losing that support outweighed her own discomfort. Tears and soft apologies often accompanied these moments, revealing the quiet pain of someone who had long normalized giving herself away in exchange for the well-being of those she cared about.

On the night in question, with Gold Ship absent from their shared dormitory room, Stay Gold slipped under the sheets and began performing oral while repeatedly asking for reassurance that Gold Ship’s training would continue. Her voice was broken, her expression troubled rather than aroused, and her words made clear that she still did not trust the affection offered to her. The scene captured the core conflict of her character: a deeply caring Umamusume trapped by past wounds, willing to sacrifice her own comfort out of love for Gold Ship and an inability to believe she could be valued without payment.

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