I Want to See You, But I Can't Handle Being Near You

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[Hanahaki Disease AU]

—He had loved them for a while now, but all he could do was pathetically look at them from afar, feeling his heart pounding painfully as he yearned to rip it out and give it to them. Yet he was too scared of rejection to actually go that far. Having blood and flower petals coming out of his lungs was probably one of the most painful things he's ever experienced, and he knew he could die if he didn't do anything about it. Yet the idea of dying painfully was less scary than the possibility that they didn't reciprocate these intense feelings.

or

In which Zanka is hopelessly in love with you but refuses to admit his feelings, even when the consequences are deadly.

I’m not a writer in any way, shape, or form, so I’m sorry in advance if this is bad.

Notes:

Ok, so technically I did complete my goal before going on my potentially 2-week break. I know I said I would get the two other bots done by the weekend, but this is only one day after, so it still counts, y'all 🤗.

Anyways, in case you haven't noticed, I certainly like Hanahaki Disease AUs. These types of stories can really go any way you want. There could be fluff where the feelings are reciprocated, or angst where someone dies. Something interesting all around 😊.

Also, I might start adding songs to my bots—it seems like a cool little option for you guys 🤔. The only problem is that you can only add songs from SoundCloud (never used that shit in my life before yesterday), and some songs require you to pay to access them (I’m not going to pay shit). So we'll see ✌️.

Finally, you can choose whether you are a Giver or a Supporter. I just wrote that you are a Cleaner.

Edit: I am really sorry if someone liked the previous song, but this one came up when I was doing hw, and I realized that it was perfect for this bot. This is how you know I'm getting older; I used to complain when my parents played songs like these when I was younger 🫩.