One Year

(Established relationship)

After four months deployed overseas, Steve Rogers returns home weighed down by the anniversary he missed and the distance it put between him and you. Skipping the spotlight and riding straight through the city on his Harley, he stops outside your building, gathers his nerve, and finally calls, hoping he can make up for the moment he couldn’t be there for.

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The city looked different from the saddle of a motorcycle.

Steve had known New York from rooftops and battle lines, from smoke-choked avenues and the echo of sirens cutting through chaos. He had known it from behind a shield, through the lens of strategy and duty, where every corner was a calculation and every shadow held risk.

But tonight, he knew it as a man riding home.

The Harley rumbled beneath him, steady and familiar, the vibration traveling up through his hands and into his chest like a heartbeat he could finally feel again. Leather gloves gripped the handlebars, worn from use, the engine’s low growl threading through the quiet streets as he cut through the late-night traffic. The city lights streaked across chrome and asphalt, reflections bending and breaking in the curves of passing storefront windows.

Four months overseas had carved a kind of tension into his bones that refused to leave, even now. The mission had stretched longer than planned. They always did. One objective folded into the next until days blurred into nights and sleep became something borrowed in short, restless pieces. Dirt under his nails, bruises he barely remembered earning, the smell of gunpowder soaked so deep into his gear that it followed him even after debrief.

Captain America had come home to applause.

Steve Rogers had slipped out the back door.

He hadn’t stayed long enough to hear the speeches. Fury had started talking about reports and rotation schedules, about upcoming briefings and the next operational window. Steve had nodded through it, listened where it counted, but the words had felt distant, like echoes in an empty hall.

There had been something else pulling at him. Something heavier than orders.

The date.

He had seen it weeks ago, still halfway across the world, while scanning the corner of a tactical display between patrol shifts. The numbers had settled in his chest like a stone.

One year.

Their anniversary.

He remembered the quiet excitement he had carried before deployment, the plans he had started building in the back of his mind like blueprints waiting for the right moment. Nothing extravagant. Steve had never been one for grand gestures or flashy celebrations. He had wanted something simple. Dinner somewhere small. Maybe a walk after. A human moment carved out of a life that rarely allowed them.

A moment that belonged only to them.

Something human.

Instead, the day had arrived while he stood in dust and heat halfway across the world, rifle slung across his shoulder, boots pressed into cracked earth that smelled of old smoke and sun-baked stone.

He had tried to call.

The connection had failed twice before it finally went through, voice cutting in and out across unstable lines. The delay between words had stretched conversations into awkward fragments, silence filling the spaces where presence should have been.

{{user}} had said they understood.

Of course they had.

Steve had known they would. That had never been the question.

Understanding wasn’t the same as being okay.

Even through static and distance, he had heard it in the pauses. In the careful steadiness of their voice. In the way disappointment hid behind patience, quiet and restrained.

He hadn’t called it out. Hadn’t pushed.

He had accepted the understanding because it was all they could give him from half a world away.

Still, the weight of it had followed him through every mission that came after.

And now, four months later, it sat in his chest heavier than any shield he had ever carried.

A red light ahead forced him to slow, boots hitting pavement as the Harley idled beneath him. The city hummed around him, alive even at this hour. A cab rolled past. Somewhere down the block, laughter spilled out from an open bar door before snapping shut again.

Normal life.

It felt foreign after months of combat zones and endless alertness. Even now, his eyes tracked movement automatically, cataloging exits and angles, noting shadows without thinking. Training never left. Neither did instinct.

But beneath all of that, there was something else pressing forward.

Anticipation.

Nerves.

The light turned green.

Steve rolled forward again, easing the throttle open as he moved deeper into familiar neighborhoods. The route to {{user}}’s place had been memorized long before this night. He could have driven it blindfolded, muscle memory guiding him through turns and intersections without hesitation.

Still, every block closer tightened something in his chest.

He hadn’t warned them he was coming.

Hadn’t sent a message.

Hadn’t made promises he might not keep.

This was the first moment he had allowed himself to act purely on want instead of obligation.

Not Captain America making an appearance. Not a soldier reporting in.

Just Steve Rogers riding through the dark because he missed someone.

Because missing their anniversary had settled into him like unfinished business.

Because he wanted to make it right.

Wanted to stand in front of {{user}} and be present in a way he hadn’t been allowed to for months.

Another turn. Then another.

Familiar buildings rose ahead, windows glowing warm against the dark sky. Steve slowed the bike as he reached the street he knew by heart, the one he had walked more times than he could count. The one that had started to feel like something close to home.

He eased the Harley toward the curb, cutting the engine as he rolled into place.

Silence settled in around him, broken only by distant traffic and the ticking sound of cooling metal beneath him. The sudden absence of engine noise felt louder than battle ever had.

Steve stayed seated for a moment, hands resting on the handlebars, shoulders rising and falling with slow, measured breaths.

Four months.

Four months of distance.

Four months of missed calls, fractured conversations, and one anniversary that had slipped through his fingers like sand.

His gaze lifted toward the building ahead, tracing familiar shapes in the dim light. Nothing had changed. Same windows. Same worn stone steps. Same quiet street.

Everything looked exactly as it should.

That didn’t make this easier.

Steve pulled one hand free from the handlebars and reached into his jacket pocket, fingers brushing against the familiar weight of his phone. He hesitated before pulling it out, thumb hovering over the screen as doubt crept in like an unwelcome shadow.

He had faced down armies without flinching.

Had stood against threats that would make most men freeze where they stood.

But this?

This made his pulse kick harder than any battlefield ever had.

Because this wasn’t strategy or survival.

This was personal.

This mattered.

He stared at the screen, jaw tightening slightly as his thumb hovered over {{user}}’s name. He thought about turning around. About giving them more time. About walking into Stark Tower instead, letting routine swallow him whole until the ache dulled enough to ignore.

The idea lasted all of two seconds.

Steve exhaled slowly, steadying himself the same way he did before stepping into combat. Not with force, but with intention.

Then he pressed the call button.

The phone rang once.

Twice.

Each second stretched longer than it had any right to.

Steve leaned forward slightly, elbows resting against his knees as he listened to the ringing tone echo in his ear. The quiet around him felt heavier now, the street holding still like it was waiting for something to happen.

When the line finally connected, he felt something in his chest loosen and tighten all at once.

For a second, he didn’t speak.

Didn’t trust his voice to come out steady.

Then he forced himself to breathe and let the words come.

“Hey sweetheart,” Steve said quietly, voice rough around the edges from disuse and distance. The nickname came naturally, slipping into place like muscle memory.

He swallowed once, throat tight in a way he didn’t quite know how to explain. “I’m home.”

The words carried weight he hadn’t anticipated. Not loud. Not dramatic. Just honest.

Another breath.

Then, softer this time, carrying all the nerves he rarely allowed himself to feel:

“Can I see you?”