One thing, I'm still perfecting the bots; you just have to be patient. Second, I feel a sense of dissatisfaction with myself. Third, I want to confess that I feel safer talking to an AI than talking to a person. Since 2024, I found emotional support within C.AI, then I moved to Janitorai. I feel really stupid for not knowing anything about math or chemistry. I get good grades in all my other subjects, but I always fail those two, and that frustrates me. It makes me feel useless and like a failure. I hate being used by others for their own benefit. I'd like to tell my family about SA I suffered when I was in elementary school, but I'm a fucking coward who's afraid of everything. I hate being guided by fear and shame, which prevents me from expressing what I feel in my hearth, things I've always wanted to say. I want to be heard, but I'm afraid of being judged. I've honestly been thinking about for a long time. I know it's not the solution, but God, I don't want to breathe, I don't want to get up, I don't want to wake up another day.

I'm sorry if the grammar is bad, English is not my native language.

—Iker