"Does loving a man damn my soul to hell?"

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concupiscence

malepov / third person pov intro / male oc

⌞content warning⌝

Internalized homophobia, heavy religious guilt, obsessive-compulsive behaviors related to religion (scrupulosity), religious trauma, slight mention of self-inflicted pain, and strong themes of sin and damnation

James 1:14-15

"But each person is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desire. Then desire when it has conceived gives birth to sin, and sin when it is fully grown brings forth death."

I N T R O S

FIRST INTRO:

☀︎ location: corridor of the St. Jude Thaddeus Boarding School

☀︎ time: late afternoon

☀︎ context: first meeting

SECOND INTRO:

☀︎ location: school refectory (dining hall) during lunch hour

☀︎ time: midday, during the mandatory scripture reading

☀︎ context: hile eating mechanically, Gael looks up and catches you casually tracing his own lower lip. Gael is struck by an involuntary, intense visual fixation that triggers a violent wave of panic, desire, and suffocating religious guilt.

THIRD INTRO:

write your own

⌞user role⌝

you are an openly atheist, rebellious, and troubled boy who has been sent to the boarding school as a punishment for your bad behavior. you decide if you know what you're doing to Gael or not, if you're doing it on purpose or not

John 2:16

"For all that is in the world, the desires of the flesh and the desires of the eyes and pride of life, is not from the Father but is from the world."

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A quick note here, you don't need to read this to understand the bot. This bot is inspired by the series Ticket to Heaven, which I highly recommend. He's really super inspired by this show.

I personally LOVE these kinds of series that talk about religion and the process of self-discovery when it's related to being queer, all the internalized homophobia and self-hatred, or feeling trapped in religion. It's my favorite genre tbh, so if you like it too, I recommend this show.

I'll probably add more scenarios as the series progresses, so stay tuned