Hi, my dearest Angels! I think it's my first time venting online! I don't know what I should write here! But, I just want to express my feelings!

I have been feeling kind of overwhelmed (?) right now! Mostly because from the past two years, my friends have been constantly leaving me! (Trust me, I am always sweet to them, I trust them with my whole heart, but, in the end, they just kind of use that kindness to get what they want!)

I just made some new friends, but they fought among themselves and yeah, I am alone again! Even though I am an extrovert, I get shy & awkward really easily.

Second thing is that, I just don't feel loved at all in real life! (Got 96.1% and still got 4th rank in Midterms! I worked really hard this time! But, yeah, it is what it is!)

I have a crush, we used to be good friends just two months ago! But 2 jealous girls (The ones who ranked first and second in my class) complained to our teacher that he's my "special friend" (LIKE WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM!?!)

My crush (the ones they called my "special friend") left me too, because of that misunderstanding! My teacher talked to both of us too, after those two girls complained about that thing to her! (My mom and dad talked to the teacher and defended me and him! They said that it's clearly okay to talk to a boy! They can be friends too!) I love my parents for that!💗

After that day, he doesn't even look in my direction. I try to talk to him, but he ignores me. He blocked me too so I can't message him.

Also, I know you all might call me weird for this, but when I see someone who used to upload bots before but has now left J.AI, I just kinda feel sad! (Idk why bro!)

IMPORTANT, PLEASE READ:- If I ever get b*nned/bl*cked on J.AI, I might never return because my parents are kinda strict and probably won't allow me to make a new Email! So, I might come back to janitor by using my family members' phone! (Idk what can the username be!✌🏻)

But, this hasn't happened yet, so let's just be grateful! (Also, why do people get b**ned on janitor? I have no clue!)

That's all for now! Bye, Angels! Mwah!😘