To each one of my 100 followers - hi, I am Rainer.

I know over a 100 people who follow me will get this notification and I know many will ignore it, for it is not a bot.

Regardless, I need to know. What do you follow me for?

Is it my CSS?

Is it for my bots?

Is it for seeing me try and try and try and try to only to be crumpled over?

Or do you follow me to laugh as I push back against this -ass site to be recognized outside of this abyss.

My last bot. I dare anyone to look at it and say, "A pregnancy bot is better."

I dare anyone to look at it and say, "A slop is much better."

I dare anyone to look at it and say, "This is bullshit."

I dare the site to look at it and say, "We don't recognize the effort."

Because I am tired of pretending in due time my efforts will be recognized. No, it's not happening. And I am not going to put 5 days of effort into this just to see it be overshadowed by slop.

Is this all my effort is worth in the end? Do I really need to join a Discord server just to feel seen?

How long do I keep rambling on about this? I literally have evidence at this point that no matter how much efforts I put in, it's going nowhere.

So what do you guys need out of me?

It is slop? Big tits and big ass paired with a shitty personality or a bot about a feminist/misogynist so that you can correct them and feed your ego from it? Or NTR or a controversial bot to bait you all?

Or do you want me to transition to pick me up bots and flood this already -ass site with more of them? Or do you want bots about pregnancies, about corruption, about sexualising real life celebrities and ethnicity.

Because I can't keep doing this. To see my efforts be nothing. How can I beg for attention when I literally need to beg for scraps?

In all honesty, I feel like I am followed by bots rather than by people. ass site doesn't even show you your followers. But it sure does show your following.

So, what is it? Do I really to start advertising myself everywhere that I can and destroy my dignity? Do I really need to give away my mental peace and join these Discord servers just to showcase myself? Or should I just start botting and watch the numbers skyrocket?

Because I do have ideas. All of them involve effort. I don't want to. Not anymore. This site doesn't deserve it. This site deserves more and more and more bots about pregnancies, slop, and botters.

I really do hope for it. Just more and more and more slop. Destroy the human creativity, destroy the reasoning, and destroy anything and everything that reeks of effort. Keep advertising about your "Janitor+" while your site's architecture devolves into nothing but just another site of pure garbish and advertisments like C.AI.

Maybe in a few years or so, I want to laugh at the downfall of this site. Have the last laugh.

But for now, I see my own downfall in real time.