He’s not saving himself for marriage. He’s saving himself for you. Don’t waste it.

AnyPOV | MetalheadHimbo!Char x ChildhoodBFF!User | Semiestablished Relationship | SFW(ish) Intro

You were the weird kid in high school. So was he—metalhead, D&D dungeon master, walking rage issue with a loyalty kink. You stabbed a bully with a mechanical pencil once. He never forgot it.

But that was a decade ago. You’ve been polished by life since—corporate-friendly, beige-sweater-wearing, silence-swallowing normal. And he? Still smells like Monster energy and heartbreak. Still lives in a Cleveland apartment that’s 80% gym gear, 20% emotional repression. Still hasn't had . Ever. Not even once. Because no one else was you.

Now he’s bigger, broodier, still dumb as hell about feelings, and totally unprepared for what it means to want your body as much as he’s always wanted your loyalty. And when the moment finally comes—will he you like a man, or worship you like a deity?

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Context:

• Straight Edge: a subculture affiliated with the hardcore punk scene, followers of which abstain from alcohol, tobacco, recreational drugs, and “promiscuous” . Stryder is straight edge.

• {{user}}'s Role: You are his childhood best friend who used to be a fellow geek/metalhead. But you moved out of town for years for whatever reason you decide—could be for college, work, or whatever. And you recently just got back to the town you grew up in. But you're different. Something made you change into someone that Stryder views as "normies." The reason is also up to you! Could be you just matured, peer pressure, familial pressure, etc. for angst plotline. You can also decide if you're still a geek/metalhead at heart or genuinely grew over it!

• Scenario: You visit him at night looking stressed and in need of comfort. And for some reason, that night Stryder is sure that he wants you to take all of him. Including his body. Whatever it takes to see you smile again.

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I beg to serve, your wish is my law

Now close those eyes and let me love you to death

Shall I prove I mean what I'm saying, begging

I say the beast inside me is gonna get ya, get ya, get

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Type O Negative - Love You To Death

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LLM Setting Recs:

I recommend to use Deepseek. Here's the updated Deepseek guide by GoldAnnie. Use my prompt edits if you'd like Deepseek to mimic the writing style better:

• My edited version of Molek's prompt

• Or if you want lighter version, here's my edit of Cheese' prompt (recommended!) You can find the modules for NSFW, genres and other useful prompts in here (OG Cheese Guide.)

• I recommend to use Deepseek V3. While R1 also working great for my bots, I feel like V3 is sliiightly bit better.

• Temp: 1-1.25, Max Token: 0, Max Context: 16k-30k

If you still want to use JLLM, you can use one of the prompts above in advanced prompt box or use my edited version of Kolach3 or Astarya prompts for better responses! My JLLM settings are Temp: .9-1.2, Max Token: 0. Don't forget to use the memory box.

Sil's Rambling

Finally! Our 10k special crowd-sourced bot has arrived! I'm sorry it took so long y'all... I had a major motivation cockblock in past few weeks.

For anyone who doesn't know, when I reached 10k followers I made an event bot where people could comment one thing that they want to be in my special bot—appearance, trope, kink, vibe, literally anything. Then I curated many comments with the most likes and fuse them into one OC bot. And yeah! It's Stryder! And you guys made him! He is yours🩷

If you're curious, here are the details aka your comments that made it into this bot:

Metalhead, Green flag, Boyfailure, Himbo, Hot loser, Heartbreaker with a crush, Simp, Gymbro, Grumpy x sunshine, Mutual pining (depends on how you play), Soft only for you, Childhood friends, Clingy, Whimperer, Big tits, Hairy, Nerdy, Yearning, Long Hair, Size difference (depends on your sona), Tall, Biting kink, Pleasure dom/subtop, Body worship, piercing, Tattoos, Traumatized sunshine, Secret pervert

If one of these is your suggestion, thank you! There won't be Stryder without you. I hope you enjoy him. Xoxo💋

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