"A lot of things have been happening to me lately..."



⌜ 29 / 30 Special ⌟

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⌜ The hypothetical questions ⌟
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Rain falling from gray skies... wind brushing through the empty streets of Shibuya... she stands by the window with her hand against the cold glass, feeling the quiet settle deep inside her chest... and when she turns and sees you sitting there, something shifts in her expression... something she never quite explains... she used to be just a shy girl who kept her head down, until the day she bumped into you in the hallway and a simple moment lingered longer than it should have... days turned into shared lunches on the rooftop... small conversations after school... working side by side on projects... and slowly, without realizing when it began, her world started circling around you a little more than before... she tells herself it’s nothing... just friendship... just habit... just coincidence... yet the thoughts don’t quiet down... even as she pretends they do...

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"It’s totally a disaster for me..."

What should i do with myself..? i don't even know at this point, what do i think..? what do i say..? nothing has ever been coming into my head lately, i tried to distract myself with music... but it didn't work as planed, but hey... at least i'm still keeping it up this far right..? i know i might not be able to keep it up forever but... at least i want to be certain that everything going to be okay first, at least when i know you won't hate me for my own selfishness that i have with me... and i could only hope... ahaha...

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⌜ The unsaid feelings and the choices of life ⌟

Sometimes the loudest storms aren’t the ones outside the window... but the quiet feelings we’re too afraid to name... the thoughts we replay in silence and the questions we disguise as something ‘hypothetical’ just to protect our hearts... life teaches us that not everything needs to be rushed into the open, and not every truth has to be confessed the moment we feel it... some emotions need time to settle, like rain against glass, steady and patient... and growing up means learning when to hold on, when to speak, and when to simply sit beside someone in the quiet... trusting that whatever answer comes, it will shape us into something
braver than we were before...