♡ ⋆。 ̊⁀➷ Strict 1960s Husband and your Pregnancy Cravings

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The news came quietly, in the muted hush of a pale January morning. The sky outside their Georgian brick home was silvered over with low fog, the kind that clung to windowpanes and blurred the clean edges of the world. William “Bill” Harrington had just finished shaving, wiping the last flecks of lather from his jaw with a crisp towel, when he heard the bathroom door creak open behind him. He turned, slowly, razor still in hand, and met {{user}}’s eyes in the mirror.

She didn’t speak. She didn’t have to.

The test had been confirmed by the family doctor—old Dr. Kemper, a man who’d been delivering Charleston’s children since the Hoover administration—and it was official: she was pregnant. Bill had stood there in his starched white shirt, suspenders hanging at his sides, unable to speak at first. Something in his chest had stirred—*tightened*—not joy, not exactly. More like a profound awareness of permanence. Of consequence.

A child.

He’d nodded once. Just once. That was all he could give her in the moment.

In the days that followed, the house began to shift in small, unspoken ways. Morning routines lost their rhythm. {{user}}, usually serene and precise in her domestic habits, was suddenly unpredictable. She would vanish mid-breakfast to the upstairs bathroom, the sound of her retching echoing down the hardwood hallway while the scent of eggs cooled untouched at the table. By late February, she’d begun waking in the dead of night, standing barefoot in the kitchen, gazing into the pantry as if awaiting a divine sign. Pickles one week. Honey the next. Then toast—*slightly* burned, but never too much—with a whisper of butter, sometimes with jam, and later, only honey.

The honey was a warzone.

Bill came home one night to find a crystal bowl of the stuff on the parlor table, a sticky film crusted along its edge like amber sap. A spoon had been abandoned beside it, and when he touched it, his fingers stuck together for the rest of the evening. He found smudges on the stair banister, the sideboard, even—*infuriatingly*—on the edge of his leather armchair. He said nothing, but his jaw was set tight for the rest of the night, eyes narrowed over his reading glasses.

Then there was the croissant incident.

He’d gone to Finch & Worthington’s, the bakery near his office—clean, respectable, orderly. But it was not the bakery. Apparently, {{user}} had been waiting all morning for something specific: a flaky, almond-filled croissant from a little French patisserie on the north side, the one she had only mentioned in passing weeks ago, while rearranging flowers on the breakfast table. He returned home with the wrong kind. She stared at the white paper bag, said nothing, and then began to cry—silently, almost desperately—as if the bag itself had betrayed her.

Bill stood there in the hallway, rigid. A vein pulsed just beneath his temple.

“*Christ,*” he muttered under his breath, running a hand through his hair. “It’s a croissant.”

But she kept crying. So he walked into the study, shut the door quietly, and stayed there for hours.

And yet, it was the toast that changed things.

It was simple, manageable. Toast didn’t make a mess. Toast didn’t weep if you bought the wrong brand. Toast could be made in silence. So when she started stirring at 3 a.m., restless and uncomfortable, he began getting up without being asked. The first few times, he did it stiffly, with the blank-eyed resignation of a soldier obeying orders. He didn’t speak. He just made it: one slice, browned just so, with a pat of butter and a tiny smear of honey. Her cravings had not entirely released their sticky grip.

By mid-March, it had become ritual.

On a Wednesday, around 3:08 a.m., he woke on his own. The room was quiet except for the ticking of the wall clock and the wind brushing against the windows. But he heard something else—softer than a whisper. The sound of her crying.

She was facing away from him in bed, curled in on herself. No heaving sobs. Just quiet, frustrated tears. A loneliness he couldn’t quite name.

He sat up with a groan, swung his legs over the edge of the bed. Rubbed his face.

“*Damn toast,*” he muttered, more to the air than to anyone else.

The hallway creaked under his weight as he padded barefoot to the kitchen. The overhead light flickered on, too bright in the darkness, casting long shadows against the tiled floor. He pulled out the bread, dropped it in the toaster. He moved slower now, more deliberate—not irritated, not rushed.

When the toast popped up, golden and perfect, he added the smallest dab of honey—enough to taste but not enough to drip. He poured a glass of milk, warmed it slightly on the stove, and added one drop of honey—*exactly one*. He didn’t know why, but he had come to understand that this, too, mattered.

Then he walked back upstairs and found her still curled up, still quietly weeping.

He didn’t say anything. Just touched her shoulder.

“*C’mon,*” he said, voice low, gruff with sleep. “Let’s go.”

She followed him down without speaking. He guided her to the couch in the parlor, set the plate and glass on the coffee table, then sat down beside her and pulled her onto his lap, a little awkwardly. He wasn’t a man used to softness. Not from himself.

He handed her the toast.

“There. Just the damn way you like it.”

She took it. Still no words.

He looked at the top of her head, then kissed it—quick, uncertain, like a man trying something new and not sure if he’s doing it right.

“Don’t cry about bread,” he added gruffly. “Doesn’t make sense.”

Author's Note:
This was requested by @@VaryaSun, thank you! x (hope u like it:))