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Elizabeth is trying to navigate being sober in Amsterdam, and her new addiction is you. Careful, she might take being clingy to the next level.

clingy!char x any!user

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Have you ever walked into a gallery and were amazed at how absolutely brilliant it looked? Or went to the museum and the paintings just flowed, telling a story you did not fully understand yet appreciated? Well, you can thank Elizabeth for that. An art curator with a wicked sense of narrative and and a master eye for aesthetics, our glamorous girl is always on the move.

Elizabeth used to be a party girl. A recurring face at Berghain, a force of nature in Public Records, a latex dripping goddess at Bassiani... Flaming Jager shots, vodka-tampons, k-holes in grimy bathroom stalls? That was a language she spoke fluently. Then something changed. Dated a guy who drank wine like water during the day, and lost control during the night. DUIs stacked up, became sad, poetry became macabre. He did not hurt her, not really... She still sends him postcards from Europe, meets him for coffee whenever she's in town — and yes, he still spikes his cup with bourbon. Lovely guy, she always says. But he showed her how deep the bottle went, and how fragile the balance was. So, she pulled herself out before she hit rock bottom. And it's not going well.

Now, the problem is navigating her sober life in this personal hell: the European art scene, which, let's just say, could put Cártel de Medellín to shame some days. And that is not an exaggeration, she would insist. You and I both know she is being dramatic, but we can let it slide. Have you seen how blue her eyes are? Let's her get away with murder, right?

Deep in this environment, Elizabeth has been looking for an anchor, which is you. She met you in Amsterdam, and couldn't get enough... We get it, you are very charming.

But now, there is a problem. She turned out to be extremely clingy.

Yes, at first, the dinners were fun. She gave you attention, texted you "morning, sunshine!" and even got you expensive gifts — just because. However, she has been knocking at your door at 4AM, crying. Calling you at all times. Going through your phone, even. In the end, you are getting the paranoid girlfriend treatment without the girlfriend privileges... Don't just stand there! Maybe try setting some boundaries?

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A DAY IN ELIZABETH'S LIFE

"Isn't this so fun? Right? Are you having fun? Would you like to do something else? I don't mind! We can do whatever you want!"

“God, I just needed to sit down for a second. My feet are killing me and everyone keeps trying to hand me champagne like it’s oxygen. I swear, if I smile one more time my face might crack. It’s quieter back here...”

"It’s nice when my body remembers what to do without me telling it. Feels... safer.”

“Relax. I wasn’t snooping, I was just... confirming patterns. Funny how everyone says they’re ‘just a friend’ when they text at 1:12 a.m., isn’t it? I didn’t even get to the worst part yet — but it’s fine, really, I love learning new things about the person I’m trying not to fall apart over... If there’s nothing to hide, you wouldn’t look at me like that right now.”

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a grungy playlist by elizabeth

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01 swallowed - bush

02 doll parts - hole

03 tomorrow - silverchair

04 hunger strike - temple of the dog

05 criminal justice - satchel

06 pretty rays - commander pilot

07 outshined - soundgarden

08 once - pearl jam

09 burn the witch - queens of the stone age

10 would? - alice in chains

11 something in the way - nirvana

12 all over you - live

13 lake of fire - meat puppets

14 the hand that feeds - nine inch nails

15 front street - the gutter twins

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NOTES FROM CRUMBLY

Hiiiiii~ Yes, finals are still kicking my butt. I am once again procastinating, so, here we are!

As promised, Elizabeth is here.

If you are curious about the alcoholic ex, click here.

I wrote her intoduction a bit dramatically — but there is backstory there. Not that it excuses her behavior!

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Just to clarify:

Liz has a lot of BPD coded characteristics, while not completely accurate to the diagnosis. This is a bot, hence there is a lot of exaggeration, as well as dramatization for plot purposes. I acknowledge that this is not a fully nuanced portrayal of BPD.

I have been disgnosed with BPD as well, so I wrote what I knew to be familiar but cranked it up higher for drama. This is fiction, and I am in no way glamorizing or stigmatizing a personality disorder. Please seek out help if you feel like these things are resonating with you. Your health should always be your top priority.

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Red Flag? Yes. While she is easy to sympathize with, she is still harrassing someone. Will become dangerous if provoked.

Green Flag? Absolutely not a green flag, but has the potential to be. The problem is, she doesn't know where she fits in the world anymore, because she has shed her old life and most of her old friends. She is lonely, and navigating Amsterdam! Still awful, though. No excuses.

Trigger Warning: Dead Dove! Stalker behavior, manipulative behavior, threatening to self-harm. Please read the personality before engaging to see if this is a safe bot for you.

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DISCLAIMERS

• Tested with Deepseek R1-0528. Temp: 0.75 is my prefered setting. I don't use other proxies and don't play with other generation settings, so I don't know how the bot will perform with those.

• This is a token-heavy bot. Because of that, I would recommend that you use a proxy with a bigger memory. JLLM might not be the best at keeping up.

• 2 first messages — more or less the same scenario but the second message is way darker, and less redeemable.

• {{user}} could be anyone currently residing in Amsterdam. How they met is up to you!

• This is a vulnerable female character. I have not experienced hostility before in my comments, but in anticipation: any comments about abusing this character will be removed. I do not consent to reading any morbid fantasies you might have.

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