hey

here I sit upon my couch, a beer mug of tea sitting by my side. Typing into my Samsung Galaxy S9+, and I read that my second favorite creator, Antomis_ is leaving

He was my favorite, carried me through my hh phase but that's the problem. He got shoehorned into the hh guy and now none of his actually good bots get any chats, and now he's gone.

I respect such a decision. Heck- might pack up and vanish to somewhere else someday. Me and my bud Lafolle shared an account on character ai but that went to shit quick.

I'm tired of things that are good being polluted. I'm tired of everything to be honest, I've hit a depressive state and now I'm just.. Numb. School's a bitch, haven't been accepted into anything, and life at home grows shittier and shittier. No job.. family tension

I don't do breaks. I make when I wanna make, so if I go four months without making a bot, I don't care (to be fair, I don't care about anything right now)

Christmas special coming some time today, or not, I lost motivation midway but wanna get it out

based it on this one guy's deltarune au, chief dreemurr au where everyone's fucking old, washed up dess who's also a milf (God I hope the creator isn't on this site cuz I have this odd gut feeling im gonna be made fun of or made to take down the bot, I can only hope not)