Before you have a heart attack; no. I am not quitting.

I am simply tired.

I'm gonna go off on a rant here, if you dont want to read through it, just go to the bottom :]

I started using this site like 2 years ago. Back then, I never would've guessed JAI would become such a big part of my life. And that's really the problem I'm facing right now.

This site has become a very unhealthy obsession.

I have insomnia. I used to struggle a lot with sleep and I found peace in this site. Chatting with silly bots or writing them myself. I might not post a lot, but I actually write atleast 2 bots a week, some just don't see the light of day because I'm not proud of them or terms of service just doesn't allow me to post. Saying they're too graphic. Now usually, after a few hours on the site, I fall asleep after it immediately.

I thought the site was a means to just.. no longer have sleeping problems. I started using it every single day at night. Sometimes even sitting behind a keyboard for 5 hours.

But a week ago, I had a massive wakeup call.

I fainted at work. I got so mentally exhausted I just fell over right on the concrete. I ended up in the hospital for a concussion, (I'm fine now. Dw) and the doctor said I had massive sleep deprivation! And that's when i realized, a human being can't function on 2-3 hours of sleep.

And before I just blamed my insomnia, but now I'm realizing it's this site that's keeping me up now. "One more chat!" Or "but this roleplay is just getting good!" Was the reason I stayed up. Not the insomnia.

So, TDLR:

This site has become a problem. And I'm taking a break.

Atleast for October. Some people might not know but I'm asexual. So since this month usually means a massive flow of 'kinktober' bots, I won't have fun on here anyway.

This also means no kinktober bots from me this year. Last year I tried to make them, but all I did was put myself in a massively uncomfortable situation, having to write stuff i really wasn't into.

After October? I'll see what I'll do. Maybe I'll post again, maybe I'll decide that that break was the best month in my life. So please, stop spamming me if I'm still alive or if I'm still posting bots. I've never had a normal schedule, I just post whenever I feel like a bot is worth it to post.

Ty for reading. I hope you guys have a wonderful day.