“Genuinely pains me to hear new stories about that Bonnie Blue woman. You can tell she's a good person who has a good heart but the industry forced her into this.”

-esteb

ik in my 500 follower special i said i wasn’t planning on doing any thank u posts but man im still flattered we hit 600 fast 😭 ultimate goal was 500 and we went past that shit, ideal goal now is 1000 but we got like what... 13 days left? yeah that’s not happening in my lifetime lmao

ima keep this short and simple... my bad for being dead, just been doing some irl shit and hanging out with a couple of people n getting ready for college now that summer break is nearing its end

not much to say other than i’m very thankful for you all to be joining in on the nearing end of this ride, my bad yall had to have found me near my demise but im glad you guys found me here and not my slop era😭

though tbh... i might pull a spih and overstay my “retirement plan”, not as long as he did but just a reasonable amount to pull out these last few bots + a couple of shadow drops whenever i get a stroke of creativity and of course the final oc bot.

don’t know what to do for shadow drops.. i will say reading about forever young makes me wanna do a bot of her still attending tracen and not as a sugar momma, and win variation has ran into my top 5 recently.. maybe i’ll make a bot of those two as shadow drops? beats me, i got a rulership bot next anyway lmao. i will be honest and say im burnt out of creativity. i hope something absolutely abysmal happens to me so i lock in on my writing as a way to cope. anyone wanna break my heart in dms real quick?

thank you all, don’t be like your fav j.ai creator and be a (i’m throwing shade at you, you know who you are.)