Heyyy, long time no see... well, as you can see, i decided to leave.

im sorry for the typos or grammar shit, i cant bring myself to use translator rn... too much work.

there are so many reasons, some of them are that i no longer enjoy writing, i prefer focusing on my dancing "career" and im heavily depressed rn, my mental health is shit, i even did "that" again, breaking my promise to not come back to sh, but i've been so lost i didn't have any other option...

my exams are soon and im failing EVERYTHING, which is weird cs i was always the best at everything. im going through something really difficult and on top of that im gaining weight which is really scary for me since i developed a fear of getting fat since i was 7 after my own family bodyshamed me and i spent WEEKS without eating.

Anyways, this isnt what i came to talk about lol. i wanted to say thank u, to everyone who supported me and enjoyed my bots, y'all are really sweet. i realized that i wont be using janitor for months as i am losing myself and i dont enjoy writing. i hope yall stay safe and be happy cs u deserve it. im too lazy to write more things, im falling asleep and my mind is filled w other things...

love u and ty for everything

btw, im gonna see bts in madrid! the dream of little me is coming true